Sehenry07

Oh daddy! How I miss you! I wonder if you miss me. I wish nothing had come between us And I wish you hadn't raised me To stick to my principles. Because as much as I miss you And love you I can't bring myself to call you. I can't bring myself to let you know Just how much I need you back in my life Until you apologize. Which I know wont happen Because I'm too much like you. I never hear from you. Do you still miss me? Do you still love me? Will we ever be alright again? It's been a year since we started having all our problems. You once told me "You never know how much time you get." If I had known two years ago That I

All along, I knew I was missing something My other half, The other beat of my heart. So many times I thought I had found it: However, it never turned out so. But when you found me, Lost in a trench so deep, Only your heart could keep pace with the racing beat of mine. I've never known this happiness: The one I feel when I'm with you. Our lives move past us so quickly, And it seems we have so little time together The two minutes I get when I'm with you Are absolutely perfect. I know you're the one for me, and I want to be only yours. I'm ready to fully call you mine. You hold my heart, And I want you to keep it. Forever and

I must run to the bus It’s my first day of kindergarten Wish me luck. Goodbye Daddy, goodbye. I’m off to class It’s the first day of sixth grade Wish me luck. Goodbye Dad, goodbye. I’m off to college It’s the first day of class Wish me luck. Goodbye Father, goodbye. Your heart is still beating But you no longer want me in your life I wish you luck. Goodbye Daddy, Goodbye.

How can I be honest with him When I can’t even be honest with myself? I refuse to listen to that voice inside my head whispering shouting pounding begging to be released. How can I trust that voice When it has lied to me so many times? This sounds like nothing I’ve heard before. The voice has learned a new tune and when I first heard it, it took me by enough surprise That I believed the sweet whisperings it sang to me Until my beaten, bruised and broken heart spoke up Saying “Don’t you dare” and “No, you don’t.” So to appease the cacophonous argument that ensued, I breathe the voice w

It’s like… …buying your dream car,      all broken down and in sad shape.      replacing the engine,      battery      everything      to make that baby      roar to life      and purr like a kitten. Each day… …you get closer and closer      to achieving the goal. In your dreams… …you can feel the vibration of the motor      as it idles under your feet    &

I I knew you didn’t mean it When you said it Because you haven’t said it since. There was this awkward split-second silence While I debated how to respond     Should I say it back? Or pretend you didn’t say it? And you held your breath      Will she realize what I said? Will she take it the wrong way? The conversation continues You breathe a sigh of relief As I pretend I didn’t notice what you said. I want to believe that you said it And meant it but Sometimes I think that I dreamed that you said it. That would explain why you haven’t said it since. II. Y

“I wanna hold your hand” Plays out so soft and low. She sits and stares at the lonesome train tracks That run past her small, dark window. It once disturbed her sleep: Now she sleeps no more. Her cheek against the cold, hard pane     hand by her chin,          rain splashing against the screen. She closes her eyes and whispers “I don’t want to lose you.” The glass wet Inside and out.

Ah If only I could tell you the things That break my heart each day I’m sinking fast – and – The only one who can save me is myself. But I don’t want to be saved. There’s so much to tell you But I won’t let myself Say another

How foolish am I To think that they could actually be interested In what I have to offer. I know it’s not much. I know it’s only me that I can present. I had too much hope. How foolish of me.